The
name must be of finite characteristic that can take away all that is
undesirable in us. The name must have a spiritual conception not mere
physical imitation, that can be produced only by the help of the lip
and tongue. Krsna-nama, Hari-nama, Visnu, Narayana, all these are Vaikuntha-nama,
it is necessary that They have spiritual existence, that is all in all.
They must have spiritual depth, not imitation. Physical imitation is
not the name proper. Not sabdha-brahma. Only the imitation sound
may come out, but not depth. So name means nama-brahma, nama-krsna,
name means it must have some spiritual background or spiritual truth
to be distributed through the physical sound. Just like a pill in homeopatic
medicine, the pill is not the medicine. It may be nux-vomica, belladona
or anything else, but the globule is not the medicine. So sound is not
Krsna, but Krsna is within. The name must be surcharged with the spirit
, and that spirit is not of mundane character. That is not found even
in the Sankara school, or the Mayavadi school, because their faith is
that the name is not confined within the jurisdiction of the physical,
but it is only mental, sattva-guna. That is also product of this
maya, misconception. That is their misunderstanding. So, those
that think, that Hari-nama, Krsna-nama, Siva-nama all are one and the
same, like the Rama-Krsna Mission or the Sankara school teach like that.
But that idea originates in the plane of misunderstanding. So suddha-nama
must have its original form in nirguna-bhumika, far beyond
the area of the misconception of maya. The influence of maya
is applicable up to Viraja, then Brahmaloka, then Paravyoma. The real
name must have its origin from Paravyoma, and Krsna-nama is originating
from Goloka, the most original plane of the whole existence. To be really
Krsna-nama it must have its origin in the highest plane of Vrndavana.
Nama-akara,
the mere physical sound is not the name proper. The real name is necessary
for us not only to get out of this world of maya or misunderstanding,
but for the attainment of the service of Krsna in Vrndavana. That can
lift us - the name which has its origin in the Vrndavana plane
- only that can take us there. Otherwise, if the spirit in the name,
the sound, is of any other type it may take us to that mundane place
only. It is quite scientific, not unreasonable.
So
a mere word is not the name. The meaning and the gist of meaning, the
deep conception of the meaning, that is everything - all in all. It
is all important to serve our purpose.
Student:
Is tyaga, or renunciation recomended for the neophyte?
Srila
Sridhara Maharaja: Yes, renunciation must always be yukta-vairagya.
What will help me in my present condition to invest my highest energy
for the cause, that sort of requirement we should take from this world.
We must not get excitement by intoxication, but accept only as much
as needed materially to keep up my normal health in this world. If we
think that with the help of exploitation or any other medicine we shall
create some more energy, thinking that is the easy way, it is not only
useless, but harmful. No material thing can help us to make progress
in the spiritual world. They can help to keep our body fit. Material
things cannot have any contribution for the improvement of our spiritual
position. Only we should make "the best of the bad bargain."
We are already committed to the material causes and from that only the
negative aspects will be attained. Without food we cannot live, that
much we shall have to accept, and we should not think that this will
help me spiritually. This will keep our health normal and from that
plane I shall serve. I shall search for Sri Krsna, take the Name and
do some service all from the normal plane. This is yukta-vairagya,
proper detachment. Not more, not less. Neither less nor more we shall
take. Both will be detrimental to our cause. All sorts of excitement,
temporary excitement and risk should be avoided.
On
the normal plane, we have earned our previous karma, and from there
we should begin. We should not be attached to those things that are
detremental to our normal life, though, presently they seem to be helping,
but they are not giving a real contribution. We should understand this
not only about intoxication, but even about money.
dhana-sisyadibhir
dvaair ya bhaktir uppadyate
viduratvad
uttamata hanya tasyas ca nangata
(B.r.s
Purva 257)
We
may think that devotion may earned by spending money, by using ones
son or wife for the cause of devotion. "I am helping my wife to
go on with devotional activities, so I shall get benefit," or "I
am utilising my son for devotional purpose then by this I shall acquire
devotion," or "My sisya, my disciple is becoming good
devotee, so as a guru, I must get something through him."
These things are not real devotion. Dhan, sisya, are only bodily
thought. By giving money to the devotees, by helping the devotees, I
shall get some benefit, but this is not suddha-bhakti. It may
be sukrti, but not pure devotion. This is because money or these
other things do not belong to you. Due to mis-identification, you falsly
think that you are master of this or that. So your whole self should
be devoted.
What
did Ambarish Maharaja do? He was a king, but he did not try to earn
devotion by money. Bharata Maharaja was very young and he went to earn
devotion. Not that they tried to earn devotion through money. It is
difficult to accept this. Money cannot buy devotion, but it helps those
of lower class. They can get some money some energy from this plane
and utilize it for the service of the devotees and the Lord. Then they
can get some sukrti, but not suddha-bhakti. Suddha-bhakti
demands that you are His slave and as he may want you, to serve Him,
you must do that. Then you can rise up to the standard of suddha-bhakti.
You
are His slave, and your nature should be to wait for His order and to
carry it out. Under the guidance of the guru who is in connection
with Him, we just throw ourselves in His service and carry out His order.
From Him the order is coming through guru and sadhu. I
must place myself at the disposal of that suddha guru, a sadhu,
who is already in direct connection with Him, His agent. We place ourselves
at his disposal: whatever He will ask, I will do it - that will be real
service.
Therefore,
it is said in the sastra, that the service of the Vaisnava is
better than the direct service of the Lord. The cause is that, if I
approach Him directly, then I have to imagine or suppose that this may
be His direction. It may or may not be perfect, it may be contaminated,
adulterated by my conception, thinking that this must be His order.
But when it is coming through the real sadhu, His agent, then
if I can do that, it has direct connection with Him, a real connection.
So it brings more improvement in me than my direct approach.
The
Name must be vaikuntha nama grahanam, of infinite characteristic
- that is Vaikuntha, and not a member of this mundane or measured plane.
Maya is measured by local or provincial interest, and not absolute
interest. It must not be rooted there, but it must have its connection
with the Absolute plane, then it will come and transform me and prepare
me, make me fit for the service of that Absolute plane. Krsna is there,
it is not a thing of concoction or imagination. It is Reality, and what
we think to be real at present is all unreal.
At
present we are in the midst of a particular experience of the world
that is unreal, that will soon evaporate, but what we are searching
for through the sastras and the sadhus, the plane where
Krsna lives and our personalities there in connection of that plane
within us, that is all truth.
ya
nisa sarva-bhutanam tesam jagarti samyami
yasyam
jagrati bhutani sa nisa pasyato muneh
(Bhagavad-gita
2. 69)
What
is night to one is day to another and what is day to one is night to
another. We are now wakeful only in the calculation of the local and
provincial interest of the world. The human conception thrown on the
infinite has different stages. Different type of thinkers throw on the
environment their own color and live accordingly: that is all sanctioned,
and that is all misconception. The Absolute has His own conception that
comes out of His own perception, and we must be converted in to that.
Only our soul can have experience and get membership there, not this
bodily life. The eye, the mind, they cannot grasp that thing, only through
our ear it must come to our soul, soul will be awakened and all the
rulings of the mind and senses will evaporate. Then we will get our
real body of our soul. It will emerge from our present conscious body
and mind. Everything must be of spiritual order, not imitation. The
sahajiya school try to find what they have heard about Krsna
in this mundane plane. In this plane they want to find it, but it is
not possible. We have to go there through sadhana under the direction
of the real sadhu.